Saturday, July 10, 2010

Madness of Despair

死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死死
I want to see the death... -__________-
Okay, I know that this is mad... Yeah.. Yeah... Talk as much as you want... -______-
Yup~
I'm absolutely in these holidays just full in Despair~ Madness~ Boredom~ Angst~ AH SO MANY~ -________-
Hate my self to the core~ Yeah~
Count me as one of the mad person in the world~ I'll accept it..
I hate my feelings that can't be change so easily..
I hate how I can't react far from childishness... I HATE MY CHILDISHNESS SO MUCH~
嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い嫌い `
Hatehatehatehate~
I wish that I never live in this world...
So much trouble I can't handle..
What I'm doing till this time just imagining..
Well, I realize that it is hurting my self much deeper than before... But still, I'm doing it.. 
I'm really is a moron, don't I?
絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望絶望
I'M IN A FULL DESPAIR~ HELL YEAH~
I'm just a moron that can't do anything...
Abadoned, worthless~ Ah~ Hate this self more than before...
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Well, my randomness... Read it if you want.. But I guess, no one will understand what did I mean in this post... >____>

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