So--long time no see, ne~
I've been work my ass hard for my last term test.. But then, the outcome is a bit--shocking..
So--in my senior year, I've been struggling in increasing my mark for Physics, History and Chemistry. All of them are-a bit difficult for me to understand in the senior year. So, after my WSDC Training Camp, I've been really struggling on those 3 aspects. Yet, it doesn't really change anything.
I do know that those change wouldn't be THAT significant, but I do want a change. Yet, even if I did all what those fckn' teacher want, its not even changed--just slightly change into another new score, 1 point above the previous score. Pathetic.
And these things, make my mom seriously angry. Yeah, I do deserved to be scolded but then, there's no need for dis-encouragement. I hate to be underestimated. Because I know that I can do this, but its just I'm not doing it maximally because of certain things. That's why the reason why I cried like there's no tomorrow back then is that--how she accused me for not gonna make it through my Senior High. How she even betting on me, for not gonna reach my dream to be in Bandung. How she's even said certain things like--well, how moronic I am, how I'm talking bullshits, etc. Here's the thing. Fyi, I've been working my ass hard. If I have to do those things, even if I'm not actually required to join those things, I'm still there, for the sake of my score. Yet, those bitches seriously not taking mine. They have personal problem with me. Screw them. But then, screw myself too ahahahah
The point is that, I'm still keep struggling with these, even if she already said may bad things to me. There's no point for me to keep regretting these things. I'll never reach my dream w/o working hard for these.. So--I'll keep praying for this, and keep strugglin' to reach my dream.. Wish me luck ne~ :)
