just some scratch

sometimes, I feel that I can reach my dream if I keep my spirit on and keep strugling ... But, the result now is nothing ...
I realize, that I have to give up my dream ... Though I know that God will give something bigger than it ...
From the very first time, I knew that it won't be easy because the matter of time ...
But I keep in the high spirit to do it ... But, maybe just not my luck, I can't make it in time ... Okay ... No problem .. I have other things that I can keep up ...
But now, new situation here, made me so wrecked ...
Gosh ... This is the baddest day ... Err ... Nope ... Just not my day ... A really Bad Luck ....
This situation really make my day become worse ...
Well, my fault .... I'm too childish so it happened ...
Though I say sorry, maybe you'll never forgive me ... ^^a
Errr ... Well ... I don't know what to say now ... Maybe just this little scratch ... ^^;a