こんばんわ～～～～
Aaaah, missing you my uberangst blog *glomps*
Recently, there's been many things happened to me.. Anyway, yesterday, my dream to do some cosplay have been com true!! And I'm so freakin' famous B) #superglad
Hmm--well, there's a reason why I wanna do some ramblings here..
Uberangst thingy. Yeah yeah, you know, I'm just this melancholic *sigh*
Well, the thing is--he's been avoiding me, and I'm accustomed w/ it. Its just being so freakin' usual thing for me if he's not even talk/say something to me.. Therefore, it does brought into the real life..
When he's avoiding me, I was also struggling to find our limitation between him&I. Its hard. Because in fact, my ideal world&heart seems to be a bitch for saying that our relationship must have no limitation at all.
Screw you mind..
Yeah well, when I do finally get those limit,I'm trying hard to accustomed into those things. I'm starting to learn how to not bother him, to not always thinking about him, and also a little bit try to move on. Kinda success but not that effective. If I'm gonna make a scale from 0-100, then it will be like 20. I told ya guys.. *sigh*
Now, back into yesterday.
I was so damn happy, blessed and super--glad to now that he's seriously here.
But--those limitation thingy sure is screwing up my mind.
Now, seeing his stat on how he's feeling like completely stranger, makes me like--I've forgot about him THIS well.
...uhm--well, if you read what I written above properly, you know your impression would be 100%--no, 80% wrong.
Basically, I'm just that kind of person who like to showing off. That's why those impression surely linger in me.
Although I'm trying to talk to you with those full awkward aura mode and still being scorned, uhm--I'm still happy tho can talk to you in such a bit comfortable way in our current relationship.
Well, Noir, don't get me wrong.. If you wanna talk, just talk!!! >3<
It makes me feel REALLY bad .__________.
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