HEY-HO!

Hell-o bloggie~ *glomps*
Long time no see huh?
.....yeah, I've been busy with these--fucked-up institution and many things within ._.
So--umm--I REALLY WANT TO SHARE MANY THINGS OMG I SHOULD! :))

Let's begin with my college life -A-

...yeah so--my grades is not that good, it's a good sign of increasing but still, physics is not THAT friendly with me, I can't blame it =_=
I'm currently an active participant in 3 organization I've been following~ 2 of them in HRD Department and 1 of them in Musical Resources Department. Nonetheless, it's pretty fun~

Let's continue on my social life~

CIL is still THE BEST!! They're not really supportive in the matter of choir but no one can't stop me fufufu~
Anyway, lulul is now officialy in relationship with jiji~ crl is--still in some confusion between her ex and her current boyfriend. Such a child hahaha~ Umm--dncl is still a jerk *kick* everyone else is still the same loving friend whose support is ALWAYS #1!!!! :"3
LONG LAAAAST HEHEHEHEH :*

....now, onto my love life ugh~

I broke up with that--bear~ ....yay? -_-
Well--if you asked me, I don't even know my feelings toward him. Really. I mean, sometimes, his ego pissed me off. His attitude is too childish for my liking. But sometimes, I can't help but care about him ._. My heart is so confusing I don't know what to do T.T Maybe this is not what they called as love. This is a deep affection I have for my best friend I ever had .____.
...oops, past tense hahahiks~ he's no longer my bestfriend. I guess we're no longer bestfriend. We're stranger with some memories. How pathetic it is to lose your very bestfriend because of love hiks :'

....another stories is with--umm--I called him oniichan tho. Let's go with that shall we?
ahahahahahah yeah, so--I've been in this sort of 'kakak-adek' relationship with this--prick -__-
Well--it's shortly after I broke up with that bear, he's coming into my life.
It's more like--tbh, he's a jerk. A REALLY BIG JERK I DON'T KNOW WHY I WAS INTERESTED WITH HIM HUHUHUHU T.T
Well--even until now, we're still in that kind of relationship BUT! that's all. I mean, he's now going back into his ex, and I'm now single. And we do really protecting each other like what siblings probably do. We did many random things and share many stories together like siblings most probably do. We're also singing together with a big heart! :))
Well, never regrets him, coming into my life--even if sometimes, he's annoying. And too much skinship it's endangering my heart ugh~ he's that type of person who gives you extra hope because he's LITERALLY kind to all women. ALL OF THEM. It irks me. -_- I even had ever mad to him for being so damn 'php' and giving him silent treatment. In the end, he gave me many chocolate bar and ice cream :)) #manipulativelilsister

Now, go to Noir. I missed him. Sometimes. ....okay, almost everyday. I don't know. Don't judge me ;w;
It's probably because--he provides me such secure-feel, I can't help but longing for it. Longing for him. But naaah, I know it's pointless to hope him back. I know I know. I passed that stage already duh ( -_-)
...but little talk won't hurt, right, Noir? :'
Oh, look it's september! A month to go to our 4th failed anniversary dear Noir~ hahahahah :'
I hope you the best, hope you're doing just fine there.. Hope you're getting a better replacement for me fufu~
You're always in the top list of people I prayed to heheh :3

GO TO MY DAILY LIFE~~~!

I'm officially a damn extra super hardcore fujoshi :"3
LOOK AT THOSE FANFICS I STORED IN MY PHONES *kicked*
LOOK AT THOSE SUPER DUPER KAWAII YAOI COUPLE *recieve 2nd kick*
LOOK LOOK IT'S YAOI OVER TH-- *killed*
=)) =)) =))
Well--it won't hurt~ my love life is such a mess I can't help but indulging my self into these~
...even tho there's no other GREAT EXCELLENT friend I can share with those ultra beautiful relationship right here. ANIMMYST is still the best partner hahahahah :*

.....okay, I'm tired.
Blogging is taxing my energy :p #overdramatic
Yeah so--see you around, tatsuki's journey scratch? :3
Wait for my next update will ya? heheh

P.S: Happy birthday for twin debater I was ever grow fond of~ wish you all the best! be glad you guys are written in here woohoo~

IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME NO SEE, UBERANGST BLOG!

WEEEEEEE
HELLO~~
Whoa it's been a long time since I logged in onto this :))
I've been fine. Pretty fine. Pretty much alive with lots of struggle..
SO MANY THINGS I'D LIKE TO SHARE :))
...should I share what I've been goung through for these past year? YEAH I SHOULD =)) #noisy

Yeah so--I didn't make it to ITB~ lalalalala
I don't have any regrets tho, really :)) Now I'm currently a Marine Engineering student~ seems promising huh? :p
Yeah, so--my National Exam is not really good hehe~ I've been in Bandung for a month but I didn't make it. I fell into some deep shit, but I still managed. It's been hard, good job self *patting me*

So--umm--my love life is also so fucking dynamic HA! =))
I've moved on from Noir~ I still care tho, really. You can't expect me to actually feel nothing toward him duh -_- He was precious. Something precious can't be forgotten you know~ Just cherished it~ :3 I'm glad you're still there for me hihi~ I LOVE TEASING YOU~ SO MUCH~ Seducing you is fun~ Really, your dear friends is just reading too many fanfics and watching too many ecchis =)) Just forgive me *bow* Even if I'm not going to resist the temptation~ It's just--too much fun to left behind, Noir. Really *grin* Let's have a 'game', sometimes, shall we? *smirk*

Yeah, so, after I didn't get ITB, my Nat Exam were screwed, I'm now in Marine Engineering and have these bunch of idiots that I FUCKING LOVE SO MUCH <33333 p="">Keluarga Cil~
Seems like keluarga berencana BUT NO HAHAHA =))
It starts with 11 bunch of retards--wait, 10. Exclude me pls, I'm not an idiot :))
with 4 girls and 7 boys~ ah~ the irony of taking my education in the men's faculty~
Yeah so--we've done too much things in the past 6 months :))
They're a great mood booster, a fucking awesome friends, a frightening enemy, generally--FUCKING DAMN SPECIAL :B
.....let me tell you a secret tho hahaha
I was falling in love with one of them :p sst
But anyway, we're not in relationship hahahah
Because--well, he's those who really takes on relationship seriously and--yeah, well--I'm different with him in the matter of belief so--yeah :))
I'VE MOVED ON ON HIM THO!! The fastest record of moving on whoa applause pls! :|
He's now my very best friend who always there for me :') He's annoying tho -_- the more I know him, the more I wanna punch him in his face. with a chair. or axe. anything deadly. HA :| That fucking prick is just--getting my nerves on -_-
But still, just as Noir, he was precious :"3 BE GLAD!! *kick him*

NOW! I do really have a concrete definition of PRECIOUS :))
So--I'm now in relationship~ :3 ....I should've make him a nickname--but kuma is for Noir :( ....I call him--err--just let me think after this KAY?! :"|
Yeah, so--he always been there for me hehe~ I do care about him, but--umm--well, in the very first time, I don't really loving him THAT much that I wanna be in a relationship with him, even tho he already declared his feeling towards me. Yeah, I'm such a 'friendzone bastard' here =___=
But lately, well, I used to him, I used to term of being his girlfriend. AND IT IRKS ME ON HOW HE'S A STUDY MANIAC GRAAAAH ASDFGHJKL w(OAOw)
Well, I don't hate it tho. I love smart people. But--it's just--he's sweet tho.. But--his time--is mainly--for his activities--and we are now in a REALLY REALLY LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP--but--Ah, forget it nevermind =_=
....I miss him too much I don't know what to do. I might marry my laptop because of this loneliness oTL
LDR is hard ;A; but--I love him. BUT IT'S HARD *throwing myself into a volcano*
It's fun tho~ :3 I hope it's long last hmm? :3 :*

Yeah so--WHOA I MISS WRITING THIS BLOG I SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN #capsabuse
See you next time I guess :3