WEEEEEEE
HELLO~~
Whoa it's been a long time since I logged in onto this :))
I've been fine. Pretty fine. Pretty much alive with lots of struggle..
SO MANY THINGS I'D LIKE TO SHARE :))
...should I share what I've been goung through for these past year? YEAH I SHOULD =)) #noisy
Yeah so--I didn't make it to ITB~ lalalalala
I don't have any regrets tho, really :)) Now I'm currently a Marine Engineering student~ seems promising huh? :p
Yeah, so--my National Exam is not really good hehe~ I've been in Bandung for a month but I didn't make it. I fell into some deep shit, but I still managed. It's been hard, good job self *patting me*
So--umm--my love life is also so fucking dynamic HA! =))
I've moved on from Noir~ I still care tho, really. You can't expect me to actually feel nothing toward him duh -_- He was precious. Something precious can't be forgotten you know~ Just cherished it~ :3 I'm glad you're still there for me hihi~ I LOVE TEASING YOU~ SO MUCH~ Seducing you is fun~ Really, your dear friends is just reading too many fanfics and watching too many ecchis =)) Just forgive me *bow* Even if I'm not going to resist the temptation~ It's just--too much fun to left behind, Noir. Really *grin* Let's have a 'game', sometimes, shall we? *smirk*
Yeah, so, after I didn't get ITB, my Nat Exam were screwed, I'm now in Marine Engineering and have these bunch of idiots that I FUCKING LOVE SO MUCH <33333 p="">Keluarga Cil~
Seems like keluarga berencana BUT NO HAHAHA =))
It starts with 11 bunch of retards--wait, 10. Exclude me pls, I'm not an idiot :))
with 4 girls and 7 boys~ ah~ the irony of taking my education in the men's faculty~
Yeah so--we've done too much things in the past 6 months :))
They're a great mood booster, a fucking awesome friends, a frightening enemy, generally--FUCKING DAMN SPECIAL :B
.....let me tell you a secret tho hahaha
I was falling in love with one of them :p sst
But anyway, we're not in relationship hahahah
Because--well, he's those who really takes on relationship seriously and--yeah, well--I'm different with him in the matter of belief so--yeah :))
I'VE MOVED ON ON HIM THO!! The fastest record of moving on whoa applause pls! :|
He's now my very best friend who always there for me :') He's annoying tho -_- the more I know him, the more I wanna punch him in his face. with a chair. or axe. anything deadly. HA :| That fucking prick is just--getting my nerves on -_-
But still, just as Noir, he was precious :"3 BE GLAD!! *kick him*
NOW! I do really have a concrete definition of PRECIOUS :))
So--I'm now in relationship~ :3 ....I should've make him a nickname--but kuma is for Noir :( ....I call him--err--just let me think after this KAY?! :"|
Yeah, so--he always been there for me hehe~ I do care about him, but--umm--well, in the very first time, I don't really loving him THAT much that I wanna be in a relationship with him, even tho he already declared his feeling towards me. Yeah, I'm such a 'friendzone bastard' here =___=
But lately, well, I used to him, I used to term of being his girlfriend. AND IT IRKS ME ON HOW HE'S A STUDY MANIAC GRAAAAH ASDFGHJKL w(OAOw)
Well, I don't hate it tho. I love smart people. But--it's just--he's sweet tho.. But--his time--is mainly--for his activities--and we are now in a REALLY REALLY LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP--but--Ah, forget it nevermind =_=
....I miss him too much I don't know what to do. I might marry my laptop because of this loneliness oTL
LDR is hard ;A; but--I love him. BUT IT'S HARD *throwing myself into a volcano*
It's fun tho~ :3 I hope it's long last hmm? :3 :*
Yeah so--WHOA I MISS WRITING THIS BLOG I SHOULD DO THIS MORE OFTEN #capsabuse
See you next time I guess :3
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